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Perpetual Awkwardness.

I'm just going to start by giving myself a warm welcome back. It's been a month. It's been too long.  I'm actually upset right now because I made a mistake at work. I am cringe-ing just finding the words to explain what I did. I'll just type it hastily. Essentially, there were some web development tasks split between me and my co-worker and I overstepped and did his tasks. I thought I was being helpful and yes, I was really interested in what we were doing so I got a little too excited. He came to my cubicle later and told me to be careful in doing things like that because it can be taken the wrong way.  I really appreciate that he told me but I'm so mad at myself for not thinking in the first place. And now I just feel this perpetual awkwardness as I keep thinking about it. What a mess, I am.  It doesn't help that I have other mess on my mind. On Sunday, I went to the movies with a guy from church. He's an older guy. Very close to my dad'...